Analyzing stuff
I really like to analyze things to an extreme amount. My brain always comes up with things to think about. Stuff like, "If someone has selfish intentions for something but a lot of good comes out of it, is it still bad or does it cancel out? And is it better to know if someone had selfish intentions even if you benifited from the outcomes? I have applied various different senerios to this and always come out with a different answer. But I think that is the answer, nothing in life has a concrete answer. If we only see life as black and white we'll miss all the beautiful shades of gray in between. But anyways I'm rambling. I also like to come up with outlandish theories and research them to the full extent. I started a small book filled with all my theories, questions, and projects in hope of one day looking back at them and have a glimpse of my mind. I guess it'll act like a thought time capsule. One of my most recent projects I have started is my color project. I feel like every individual has a different view of how they see the colors of the world. So I want to know how I see them, and the easiest way i can think of doing that is observing my surroundings. I started to write down my first impression of people and seeing what color i thought they were in that moment. Then see how it changes after a while. Then I can see similarities between people and compare the colors I associate with them. Then when I've have years of data I want to make a movie of my journey here of just colors and how they changes for me. I have a lot more tto this project but for now that's all I'll say.